First steps with Long covid

 Suffering usually relates to wanting things not to be the way they are. How true. Having a dream a goal is crucial going forward, I am constantly reminded that this is going to take months if not years to get to some level of "recovery" but I need some realistic dreams and goals along the way, intentions that's the way my physio looks at it, intentions

"Let go or be dragged" I saw that on the visible site, very powerful, but how much do I have to let go? A lot as it turns out!!! Hair for a start!! There is no energy to wash it or dry it so odd it's goes!

I LOVE it 😊😊

Going to keep it come what may! I'm looking back and seeing all my walks around the lanes, how I missed them, this is what I want to get back to, I don't actually need anything else. My itch to get out and about has been scratched

Meet grey Donkey!!! Scoobs as you would expect is being utterly wonderful he knows I miss the donkeys so look he said I'd you can't go to the donkeys they can come to you ❤️❤️❤️💕

Grey Donkey goes everywhere with me, when I need to stop to get HR down he sits with me until its down, he has some chums, wisteria card and glacial snail card, they are from a wonderful chum who gets it just totally gets it

This is going to be a long long journey with no indication of what's at the end but I'm here for it and will donmy best along the way

 I have never quitter down any of my previous journeys, cancer, rheumatoid arthritis, lipidema, but I think I need to journal this, I learned a lot of lessons from the previous journeys I'm keen to see what i learn from this

And here are the real donkeys Scoobs taking his "interim Donkey reporter" role very seriously 🤣🤣